I'm a wild child
This week is crazy! I went out at night for 2 days at JB while I only back for 2 days~Haha =) Went K for 2 days, sing until don't know what to sing already. Why am I so daring??? I really don't know.1st time without make up I go pub. Look like little girl from village who lost in the town. Haha~~~
Something still blocking my way. I couldn't help to mind it. The tradisional mindset is still there. I need a sense of secure. Although that is alot of excitement, I knew it wouldn't last long. In one fine day, you will feel sick of it too. But for now, maybe I can relax a little bit 1st, just be wild girl!! Be crazy, happy but with my limit! =)
In this world, nothing is absolute. Things change, maybe I will too...............
Gonna rush my projectsssss and maybe start study my examssssss~~~~~~~ =)
P/S: Lok Lok is nice~~~ =)Labels: Feeling, Outings, Random
江城子-乙卯正月二十夜记梦-苏轼
江城子
苏轼
乙卯正月二十夜记梦
十年生死两茫茫，不思量，自难忘。
千里孤坟，无处话凄凉。
纵使相逢应不识，尘满面，鬓如霜。
夜来幽梦忽还乡，小轩窗，正梳妆。
相顾无言，惟有泪千行。
料得年年肠断处，明月夜，短松冈。
喜欢这首词，好深的感情，好深的愁，无限的唏嘘。。。如果你忽然消失，会有人依然记着你十年吗？
Labels: Chinese, Random
I'm not sad because of it
I'm not really sad because of that. Just a little bit not used to it only. Think & think, I knew I did a correct decision that I won't regret.
I'm not happy recently. Because of my family problems & financial problems. And friendship thingy. Maybe a bit of stress from homework, projects & result also. And too bored at home too~~~
So guys, don't think too much far away. I will be alright. By the way, the previous chinese post is just for fun. Again. please don't think too much & worry too much. I believe I will be alright. Thanks for everyone who really concern about me. :) And if you really wanna help me, just find your free time & ask me for any outing!! Thanks~~~ =PLabels: Feeling, Random
Stuck Stuck Stuck~~~
Stuck Stuck Stuck!!! All my projects stuck half way! My brain also stuck already! OMG~don't know what am I doing~I'm so lazy to think of anything! Oh dear, can give me more time to slack? I'm the super slacker~ =PLabels: Feeling, Random
Random at School~
JY look like Idiot!! LOL
This morning suddenly realised that my subgroup seldom take picture at lab. So just came out of the random idea that we wanna take some pic at there. Haha~~ well, maybe we really too bored during lab section! Is kind of nothing to do at there. We are the lazy group =P and everytime we look like having so tea break section! We just sat there and discussed about some projects or chit chatting there! Ok, hope we won't fail our skills test!! =) yo, we are really super random~~ Labels: Random, Sch
Sick again!!!
Everybody seems so busy nowadays. We seem got a loT of problems. All I can say is maybe this semester is not our semester. Ehhh, kinda crap here. But it's true. Alot of things change so abrupt that I think no only me but nearly everyone felt hard to adapt.
By the way, I choose a very wrong period to fall sick!! Dunno my friday BCLS test can make it or not. Haizzzz~~~Labels: Feeling, Random, Sch
New Phone
Sad~ ~ ~my bloody hp spoilt again, warranty also over already, the screen totally blank again. Nothing I can do for it. So, need to buy another one T.T
Haizzz~ ~ ~not really that happy, even not using my money, I still think is a waste. I don't really like to change new hp. Hate it when my hp spoilt!!!
So, yesterday went out with him to search for nice hp, but didn't buy yet. Today went out again & finally decided to buy 6600i. Yup, I know that was a bit out, not the lastest, not the best. But I really think that that is enough for me.
Everything change fast. This moment, you are the best. Next moment, you will be nothing. So, I believe what I need is just nice to use & hopefully can last for a longer time.
Labels: Feeling, Random
Adapting
Well, recently I need to try to adapt with aloT of things. I dunno is becoming good or bad, but the decision doesn't lie on my hand. Of course I feel like controlling the situation, but I just dunno how to do. Maybe now is too late to do anything already. So, just let it be.
Now, the only thing I wanna do is reflect on myself. I won't just blaming people only. I know everyone got their own weakness including myself. But I'm making my effort to change to a better person. As no one is perfect in this world, we also need to try to accept other people's weakness. Yes, I'm trying hard.
Thanks for every of my friends who always be my side supporting me & toleranting me. If I ever hurt you before, I'm so sorry about it. You know sometime I really blur Sotong one~~~:P
Life still going on. Sun is also improving!!! ^^
Sleepy~~~ @.@Labels: Feeling, Random
Staring in Blank
Oh my God~~~I been staring in blank every night for the past few days. Without Knowing what am I actually doing~~~Everyday feel so tired, my brain like not functioning at all. I just feel super tired, dunno what to do. Staring at my laptop, don't feel like playing game, doing homework or in fact, I'm doing nothing. I dunno why I feel so lost. Maybe I too tired to use my brain. Haha~~
I'm gonna crazy~~~Oh my dear brain, can you pls start working??? I got mountains of homework need you to complete~~~Pls Pls Pls, don't mood swing anymore, can you pls swing back to focus on work??
Sigh~~~Labels: Random
I'm single and available
Dunno what am I thinking now
I don't feel anything right now
like my heart not in my body
I don't sad or happy
just feel like something is missing
should be alright
or actually I just numb already?
really Dunno
just feel extremely bored now
and feel like Dunno what tO dO
I know this decision is hurt
But I know we couldn't just drag anymore
Dunno why
Just something doesn't feel right between us
I think this is the best for us
And
Sun is single and available
Sometime Love is Hurt
But I still wanna Try
Try to Love and being Love
Labels: Random
Alone
Don't feel like crying today
but I having heart ache
I really very disappointed
I'm like pushing Alot
end up still the same
maybe this time I really should give up already
I feel tired already
Just don't wanna be like this ANYMORE
It's drive me CRAZY
I just have to learn back
how to be alone
Really alone
Maybe I wanted too much already
but if I can't really lean on you
I rather depents on myself
Or maybe
I suit to be alone
Labels: Random
Bored~~~
This few weeks full with attachment
LiKe Long time neVer gO back Sch ard
except for the Exam tiMe
nearly forgot how my sch look like~~~
heard that got alot Of new food stall
that's a good news For me
because I LOVE to EAT!!!
hehe :pLabels: Food, Random
I'm gonna crazy...
This few week I feel so sad
I dun really know what happen to me
Just feel like crying Non-Stop
in fact I did cry for a period almost everyday
just that I couldn't control myself for crying
now I'm so scare
feel like myself having depression
I really try not to think so much
But even I'm not thinking of the things happened
I still feel my heart is aching until I can't stop my tears
I'm so scare....
Can Anybody Help me to Stop my tears???Labels: Random
I'm a wild child
This week is crazy! I went out at night for 2 days at JB while I only back for 2 days~Haha =) Went K for 2 days, sing until don't know what to sing already. Why am I so daring??? I really don't know.1st time without make up I go pub. Look like little girl from village who lost in the town. Haha~~~
Something still blocking my way. I couldn't help to mind it. The tradisional mindset is still there. I need a sense of secure. Although that is alot of excitement, I knew it wouldn't last long. In one fine day, you will feel sick of it too. But for now, maybe I can relax a little bit 1st, just be wild girl!! Be crazy, happy but with my limit! =)
In this world, nothing is absolute. Things change, maybe I will too...............
Gonna rush my projectsssss and maybe start study my examssssss~~~~~~~ =)
P/S: Lok Lok is nice~~~ =)Labels: Feeling, Outings, Random
江城子-乙卯正月二十夜记梦-苏轼
江城子
苏轼
乙卯正月二十夜记梦
十年生死两茫茫，不思量，自难忘。
千里孤坟，无处话凄凉。
纵使相逢应不识，尘满面，鬓如霜。
夜来幽梦忽还乡，小轩窗，正梳妆。
相顾无言，惟有泪千行。
料得年年肠断处，明月夜，短松冈。
喜欢这首词，好深的感情，好深的愁，无限的唏嘘。。。如果你忽然消失，会有人依然记着你十年吗？
Labels: Chinese, Random
I'm not sad because of it
I'm not really sad because of that. Just a little bit not used to it only. Think & think, I knew I did a correct decision that I won't regret.
I'm not happy recently. Because of my family problems & financial problems. And friendship thingy. Maybe a bit of stress from homework, projects & result also. And too bored at home too~~~
So guys, don't think too much far away. I will be alright. By the way, the previous chinese post is just for fun. Again. please don't think too much & worry too much. I believe I will be alright. Thanks for everyone who really concern about me. :) And if you really wanna help me, just find your free time & ask me for any outing!! Thanks~~~ =PLabels: Feeling, Random
Stuck Stuck Stuck~~~
Stuck Stuck Stuck!!! All my projects stuck half way! My brain also stuck already! OMG~don't know what am I doing~I'm so lazy to think of anything! Oh dear, can give me more time to slack? I'm the super slacker~ =PLabels: Feeling, Random
Random at School~
JY look like Idiot!! LOL
This morning suddenly realised that my subgroup seldom take picture at lab. So just came out of the random idea that we wanna take some pic at there. Haha~~ well, maybe we really too bored during lab section! Is kind of nothing to do at there. We are the lazy group =P and everytime we look like having so tea break section! We just sat there and discussed about some projects or chit chatting there! Ok, hope we won't fail our skills test!! =) yo, we are really super random~~ Labels: Random, Sch
Sick again!!!
Everybody seems so busy nowadays. We seem got a loT of problems. All I can say is maybe this semester is not our semester. Ehhh, kinda crap here. But it's true. Alot of things change so abrupt that I think no only me but nearly everyone felt hard to adapt.
By the way, I choose a very wrong period to fall sick!! Dunno my friday BCLS test can make it or not. Haizzzz~~~Labels: Feeling, Random, Sch
New Phone
Sad~ ~ ~my bloody hp spoilt again, warranty also over already, the screen totally blank again. Nothing I can do for it. So, need to buy another one T.T
Haizzz~ ~ ~not really that happy, even not using my money, I still think is a waste. I don't really like to change new hp. Hate it when my hp spoilt!!!
So, yesterday went out with him to search for nice hp, but didn't buy yet. Today went out again & finally decided to buy 6600i. Yup, I know that was a bit out, not the lastest, not the best. But I really think that that is enough for me.
Everything change fast. This moment, you are the best. Next moment, you will be nothing. So, I believe what I need is just nice to use & hopefully can last for a longer time.
Labels: Feeling, Random
Adapting
Well, recently I need to try to adapt with aloT of things. I dunno is becoming good or bad, but the decision doesn't lie on my hand. Of course I feel like controlling the situation, but I just dunno how to do. Maybe now is too late to do anything already. So, just let it be.
Now, the only thing I wanna do is reflect on myself. I won't just blaming people only. I know everyone got their own weakness including myself. But I'm making my effort to change to a better person. As no one is perfect in this world, we also need to try to accept other people's weakness. Yes, I'm trying hard.
Thanks for every of my friends who always be my side supporting me & toleranting me. If I ever hurt you before, I'm so sorry about it. You know sometime I really blur Sotong one~~~:P
Life still going on. Sun is also improving!!! ^^
Sleepy~~~ @.@Labels: Feeling, Random
Staring in Blank
Oh my God~~~I been staring in blank every night for the past few days. Without Knowing what am I actually doing~~~Everyday feel so tired, my brain like not functioning at all. I just feel super tired, dunno what to do. Staring at my laptop, don't feel like playing game, doing homework or in fact, I'm doing nothing. I dunno why I feel so lost. Maybe I too tired to use my brain. Haha~~
I'm gonna crazy~~~Oh my dear brain, can you pls start working??? I got mountains of homework need you to complete~~~Pls Pls Pls, don't mood swing anymore, can you pls swing back to focus on work??
Sigh~~~Labels: Random
I'm single and available
Dunno what am I thinking now
I don't feel anything right now
like my heart not in my body
I don't sad or happy
just feel like something is missing
should be alright
or actually I just numb already?
really Dunno
just feel extremely bored now
and feel like Dunno what tO dO
I know this decision is hurt
But I know we couldn't just drag anymore
Dunno why
Just something doesn't feel right between us
I think this is the best for us
And
Sun is single and available
Sometime Love is Hurt
But I still wanna Try
Try to Love and being Love
Labels: Random
Alone
Don't feel like crying today
but I having heart ache
I really very disappointed
I'm like pushing Alot
end up still the same
maybe this time I really should give up already
I feel tired already
Just don't wanna be like this ANYMORE
It's drive me CRAZY
I just have to learn back
how to be alone
Really alone
Maybe I wanted too much already
but if I can't really lean on you
I rather depents on myself
Or maybe
I suit to be alone
Labels: Random
Bored~~~
This few weeks full with attachment
LiKe Long time neVer gO back Sch ard
except for the Exam tiMe
nearly forgot how my sch look like~~~
heard that got alot Of new food stall
that's a good news For me
because I LOVE to EAT!!!
hehe :pLabels: Food, Random
I'm gonna crazy...
This few week I feel so sad
I dun really know what happen to me
Just feel like crying Non-Stop
in fact I did cry for a period almost everyday
just that I couldn't control myself for crying
now I'm so scare
feel like myself having depression
I really try not to think so much
But even I'm not thinking of the things happened
I still feel my heart is aching until I can't stop my tears
I'm so scare....
Can Anybody Help me to Stop my tears???Labels: Random
So, yesterday went out with him to search for nice hp, but didn't buy yet. Today went out again & finally decided to buy 6600i. Yup, I know that was a bit out, not the lastest, not the best. But I really think that that is enough for me.
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