Today, something happened and made me feel so sad or rather made me feel so breathless. I can't understand why I felt so hard, I thought that's not important for me. Maybe it's true that I take every relationship too serious, that's why when people leave me, I feel so hard to accept it. Am I really that lousy or weird or anything? Why can't you stay by my side? I'm trying so hard to keep you all happy. But why? In the end I injured myself so hard! Every friend is important to me!
You know, if I able to do it, I will help no matter how hard is it, even I will injure from helping you! But, this time I really can't promise, because that's something that I can't promise. Why you can't understand the situation and choose to leave me? Why you want to make those promises when you actually can't fulfill them? You know how sad am I?
I'm getting tired...... Please, if you really understand me, you will know how weak am I! I just pretend I'm strong because there are so many people rely on me! So please, don't hurt in this way. I might collapse anytime! T.T
Labels: Feeling