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My heart got a endless hole =(
In severe depress mood now, no matter how hard I act, I still can't cheat myself. I'm not really happy, I feel so moody. Even my smile are all fake. Why my heart is aching? Why I feel so depress? Why I feel so moody?
I can't control myself. I keep on spending money, go out with friends, watching drama......What ever I do I only feel happy at that moment. The moment my friends left me, I feel so empty. The moment the drama finish, I feel so empty. My heart like hollow, like got a endless hole inside. No matter how much I pour in, it will never full.
I'm keep on waiting, waiting for someone pull me out from the emptiness. The one who treat me as a real friend which his/her true heart. But maybe till the day I die with depression, the person still doesn't exist in the world.
The only think I can do now is keep myself busy. Even this one also hard to fulfill. You see, even I wanna go out with friend also not that easy. Who will actually care about me? Don't say I think too much, ok? I really can't help myself for the emptiness & depression. I can't...........Labels: Feeling
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