Friends!! You are the one who I can pour my whole heart in! We are true and honest to each other. My love always with you no matter where you are! Love you All =)

Labels: Feeling

     Never update like few months already!! Having my final semester now, it's all about attachment!! Had my one month holiday during September!! It's a great holiday ever!! Nearly go out everyday! Tired but FUN!! Maybe next time when I free I'll update my great holiday! =)

Labels: Outings, Sch

     Told myself, this is the last time. There is easy to forgive your enemy, cause you don't really hurt that much. But it's really hurt when the one you care hurt you, that will be so hard to forgive them cause it's so hard for you to recover from the hurt they did.
     Try hard to convince myself. But no matter how hard I try, I can't do it, at least for now. Cause it hurt me badly. I need some more time, to think about it.

Labels: Feeling

     I thought I used to it already. Since my heart keep being torn by people. I thought the blood already drain finish, won't hurt so much anymore. But, you just made it blowup.

Labels: Feeling

     Last thursday met YiChang, he treated me Suki Sushi buffet because he got increase payment!! Wow, super nice! Thanks alot =) Evening went to school to support a school band concert, well, not bad still.
     Friday went to Bishan Junction 8. =)
     Saturday Chris called me at late afternoon, met her to shop at AMK. Surprisingly, we spent quite alot at there. Yes, you didn't read it wrong! AT AMK~~~ ==!! dunno how we manage to do that...
     Sunday slack at home, finally my sis came back from JB! =)
     Monday!! Finally met up with Jess, I asked her out for 5 months already!! Planning to shop around at Orchard, but in the end we spending so much time in talking. Got alot to share with her! =) After that we watched << Inception>>. It's a nice movie. Then we went Chinatown for supper. =) It's a great day for me!
     Tuesday, a totally gaming day for me. I played that boring RPG game for nearly whole day.
     Opps...... I thought now suppose to be my study weeks?? Didn't see a single word of study or book in the paragraph above...

Labels: Food, Outings

     Tuesday went out with my besties Yiwen & Vivien!! Miss them sooooo much!! =) Had a super nice talk with them. Love them forever!! FY is the best for me forever!!

Labels: Outings

     Today, something happened and made me feel so sad or rather made me feel so breathless. I can't understand why I felt so hard, I thought that's not important for me. Maybe it's true that I take every relationship too serious, that's why when people leave me, I feel so hard to accept it. Am I really that lousy or weird or anything? Why can't you stay by my side? I'm trying so hard to keep you all happy. But why? In the end I injured myself so hard! Every friend is important to me!
     You know, if I able to do it, I will help no matter how hard is it, even I will injure from helping you! But, this time I really can't promise, because that's something that I can't promise. Why you can't understand the situation and choose to leave me? Why you want to make those promises when you actually can't fulfill them? You know how sad am I?
     I'm getting tired...... Please, if you really understand me, you will know how weak am I! I just pretend I'm strong because there are so many people rely on me! So please, don't hurt in this way. I might collapse anytime!  T.T

Labels: Feeling

     Friends!! You are the one who I can pour my whole heart in! We are true and honest to each other. My love always with you no matter where you are! Love you All =)

Labels: Feeling

     Never update like few months already!! Having my final semester now, it's all about attachment!! Had my one month holiday during September!! It's a great holiday ever!! Nearly go out everyday! Tired but FUN!! Maybe next time when I free I'll update my great holiday! =)

Labels: Outings, Sch

     Told myself, this is the last time. There is easy to forgive your enemy, cause you don't really hurt that much. But it's really hurt when the one you care hurt you, that will be so hard to forgive them cause it's so hard for you to recover from the hurt they did.
     Try hard to convince myself. But no matter how hard I try, I can't do it, at least for now. Cause it hurt me badly. I need some more time, to think about it.

Labels: Feeling

     I thought I used to it already. Since my heart keep being torn by people. I thought the blood already drain finish, won't hurt so much anymore. But, you just made it blowup.

Labels: Feeling

     Last thursday met YiChang, he treated me Suki Sushi buffet because he got increase payment!! Wow, super nice! Thanks alot =) Evening went to school to support a school band concert, well, not bad still.
     Friday went to Bishan Junction 8. =)
     Saturday Chris called me at late afternoon, met her to shop at AMK. Surprisingly, we spent quite alot at there. Yes, you didn't read it wrong! AT AMK~~~ ==!! dunno how we manage to do that...
     Sunday slack at home, finally my sis came back from JB! =)
     Monday!! Finally met up with Jess, I asked her out for 5 months already!! Planning to shop around at Orchard, but in the end we spending so much time in talking. Got alot to share with her! =) After that we watched << Inception>>. It's a nice movie. Then we went Chinatown for supper. =) It's a great day for me!
     Tuesday, a totally gaming day for me. I played that boring RPG game for nearly whole day.
     Opps...... I thought now suppose to be my study weeks?? Didn't see a single word of study or book in the paragraph above...

Labels: Food, Outings

     Tuesday went out with my besties Yiwen & Vivien!! Miss them sooooo much!! =) Had a super nice talk with them. Love them forever!! FY is the best for me forever!!

Labels: Outings

     Today, something happened and made me feel so sad or rather made me feel so breathless. I can't understand why I felt so hard, I thought that's not important for me. Maybe it's true that I take every relationship too serious, that's why when people leave me, I feel so hard to accept it. Am I really that lousy or weird or anything? Why can't you stay by my side? I'm trying so hard to keep you all happy. But why? In the end I injured myself so hard! Every friend is important to me!
     You know, if I able to do it, I will help no matter how hard is it, even I will injure from helping you! But, this time I really can't promise, because that's something that I can't promise. Why you can't understand the situation and choose to leave me? Why you want to make those promises when you actually can't fulfill them? You know how sad am I?
     I'm getting tired...... Please, if you really understand me, you will know how weak am I! I just pretend I'm strong because there are so many people rely on me! So please, don't hurt in this way. I might collapse anytime!  T.T

Labels: Feeling